Recently I read an article on Writer’s Digest which gave advice on developing a dynamic character in fiction writing. It suggested that you find where on a particular continuum your character might be at the beginning of the story versus the end of the story. It gave examples like goody v. baddy, team guy v. rebel, artist v. dreamer, tough guy v…… I stopped and went back. Artist v. dreamer? How are those opposites? I consider myself quite the dreamer. Some of my past employers and teachers might agree with me.
But I also consider myself a creative type. So how does one journey between attributes that seem to go hand-in-hand?
It took some unpacking and further development at the conference I attended this weekend to realize just how mistaken I was. Being a dreamer and being creative may well co-exist, but there is a difference between having creative abilities and being a creator. A difference between starting the homework and turning it in on time. Right, Mom? A difference between picking out a name for your future child and actually giving birth. Dreaming will not make art; only creating makes art.
The presence of art is, of course, open to interpretation. This weekend I was able to hear Walter Wangerin, Jr. give his description of what art is and does, and I understood for the first time that this endeavor is not just about satisfying my desire to be or feel “artsy”. It is not a competition or even a popularity trick. It is the way that we give and are given our identity. Normally when I try to identify another person, I use facts. What they look or sound like, maybe what they do to earn money, or even the things they have. But if you ask someone who they are, or better yet why they are who they are, you will hear a story.
If our generation will ever hear the stories that affirm and give life and purpose and context, we must move on from the land of x-boxes and school loans and dreaming and start creating, start story-telling, start sculpting. Whether it’s through relationships, spreadsheets, or installations, our communities need to feel connected to the deeper, richer threads that unite us around our common humanity. Those who have a heart for story-telling, for explaining Life in four dimensions, need the courage and resolve to stop waiting for opportunity or inspiration. To move from dreamer to artist.
If I were to profile myself, in the story I’m living as a dreamer v. artist, I would say I am about 40% of the way. Jaron and I have done some of the hard work of removing distractions from our lives. Commutes, extra bills, wasted entertainment hours have largely been dealt with. What lies ahead is the hard work of putting pen to paper and music to record. But the great news, the unexpected news from this weekend, is that we are not alone. And that, I believe, is the catalyst that will move this story to its resolution.
August 12, 2010 at 1:35 pm
“Good reminder,” she typed on the same computer screen where she has only been reading, not writing, all week long. Well, my excuse is that the kids start school next week and we’ve got to get ourselves ready.
I’m interested to hear more about this living simply journey y’all are on. It’s great that you’ll be established in it before kids come along. I would think it’s harder to get it going afterward. Damn consumer culture and spoiling grandparents!
August 14, 2010 at 11:17 am
Janna – thanks for the comment – I’ve really enjoyed reading your blog. The needle story with your son is a doozy and had Jaron ready to write a song about it. I’d love to fill you in more on some of our choices. Nothing extreme as of yet, but they’ve all felt really good. You’re right about the kid thing – I think the one I anticipate being hardest when we add kids to the picture is sharing a car. We’re gonna try, though!
August 12, 2010 at 3:37 pm
You really are brilliant and I miss you a lot!
August 14, 2010 at 11:27 am
I miss you, too. A lot. And I wish I were there to look at paint chips and dream with you.
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August 18, 2010 at 11:06 pm
Sounds like so much fun. I love the Rabbit Room and Andrew Peterson and friends’ music.
August 19, 2010 at 8:26 pm
It was! I highly recommend the conference. Thanks for stopping by! We are big, big Compassion enthusiasts – thank you for the work you do.
August 21, 2010 at 9:09 am
Thanks for the reflections on Hutchmoot 2010. It is a joy to ponder how this impacted other folks and have it resonate so deeply. Andrew Peterson has given birth to a wonderful thing in the Rabbit Room. We are all glad that he went from dreamer to artist in that instance and I know that many more are pushing from dreamer to artist as a result.
August 21, 2010 at 1:09 pm
I think you’re right, Tony. I expect to see the impact of this Hutchmoot and those to come multiply exponentially over the years. I’m extremely grateful for the experience, but most of all for the exemplary art of those who attend and contribute.